A PITIFUL CONTEMPLATION

A deaf  and dumb old beggar , sitting on a wheel chair

Eyes well stricken…. too deep ….. too helpless…….

Expecting pity for what he is and ultimately unable to express……

Looking so sad that he is about to weep………

Appearing as restless as  an infant is  disturbed in his sound sleep….

Finding who’ll look towards him and give something by his will………

Moving wheel chair all around and sometimes stands still

So restless ……so helpless…….just trying to describe his wounds

And sometimes spread his hands with restless and pitiful sounds……..

I am just looking at him with complete contemplation

Trying to understand and reveal his life’s destinations………..

Observing all his steps and imagining myself at his place…….

And realizing his pain, grief, regrets and fate.....

 Imagining life with my philosophical aspects…….

And realizing ‘NEED OF THE TIME’ as a strong prospect………

Where nothing matters as good and bad

And helplessness always plays its part……….

Where no need to have good thoughts and perceptions…….

Where we always act in  unfavorable conditions……..  

We can’t win with philosophical and non materialistic aspects……..

And we always have to bow to destiny’s and time’s impact……

NATURAL STIMULI

Nature,‭ ‬humans and natural stimuli,
possess a strong bondage‭
and can't remain apart...
unable to understand and determine
and with each other right from the start...
a powerful weapon nature owes
which randomly affects us in many ways‭;
makes us to respond as it says
and whose command we always obey...
thats what‭ ‬natural stimuli always demand
always‭ ‬diverted our ways by their command...
numerous ways in which these influence
some are serious and some are to laugh at
really a random network surrounds humans
sometimes an obstruction and sometimes a start....
keen imaginations‭ ‬,‭ ‬random thoughts
variations in mood and false perceptions
sometimes positive and sometimes negative
and in the end lead to....
either nothing or some exceptions..
a very minute change.....
feelings those seem to be strange....
makes us light minded or stressed
either the feeling of joy or regret
sometimes makes us to feel nature
and to admire ‬all creatures....
but sometime we say-oh God‭!!
what a mysterious world you created....
how such confusion you obtained
and in these realities we‭ ‬always remain....
a very minute change....a very minute change...
like this continuous thoughts we always obtain
difficult to understand,‭ ‬complex as a whole
when we bow to these thoughts after a roll
can we think about the causes behind...‭?????????
the way from which these enter in our mind
this thought makes me remind
just one word I usually recall
a natural stimulation........a natural stimulation.....
that's what always influences we all.......................

A Beautiful Dream

One day during sleep
My unconscious mind was working with full speed..
it took me to a remote place
in an awesome and joyful phase..
it was an amazing creation of nature
bearing in everything-God's signature...

I found myself near a lake...
there nothing seemed like fake....
The place made me curious..
but a little bit i felt furious
trees,plants and shrubs were carrying all shades of green..
and sloppy hills covered with wild flowers made a beautiful scene.....
with a scream full of joy
my fear started to destroy...
felt a strong desire to wander near the lake..
with this i gazed at everything in an active state...

Suddenly i felt cool winds stroking...
and watched dark clouds approaching....
At that moment i laid down on the grass,
without a fear that someone might be watching.....
looked at sky and took a deep breath,
saw flowers and leaves in the air floating...
so beautiful was that nature's dance
i felt that i was in a state of mystic trance

suddenly i came across a thought..
that i wanted to be at the hill top..
so i started heading towards the hill..
and was walking till...
with no time i heard a voice..
and thought mother to be there..
but after that i was full aware
that was a dream which i found rare...

lying on the bed another thought arose,
that what made me to see that beautiful place..
and why i was in a joyful and cheerful state..????
with no time i realized...
it was because of a beautiful morning of a rainy day
which i enjoyed with excitement and gay...
that beautiful rainy morning remained in my perception...
and made me to watch that dream,which is in reality an exception.

Deep Sahni

BEING HUMAN..............

When an insight was developed about who i am.....
then i started recalling my past experience
some were spectacularly good choices
and some were outrageously bad mistakes.....
sometimes i was a pure idealist...
and sometimes i followed practical ways....

Sometimes life sent little windows of opportunity
which i grasped in excitement to define my destiny..
faced circumstances full of fears, doubts and anxieties...
but i stood strongly in front of these perplexities....
a natural drive carved my way often
and a divine adaptation helped me in complex situations...
Now in present....
i am close to the song in my head.....
and it always guides me to take a step ahead....
so here is a tiny realization
which always helps me to face a new situation.....
.....................................
Being human means having doubts, fears and anxieties...
but still continuing on our path along with these realities.....

Mann!!!

mann se dostana ho to kitna acha hai,
saari kaynaat haseen nazar aati hai
par ek bure daur mein shayad,
mann ki fitrat hi hamein badal jaati hai...

mumkin nahin mann se kabhi nibha pana dosti
kyunki kam hi thehrata hai ye afsaana-e-dosti
ilam hai ek din ye jaroor dega hamein daga,
par phir bhi nibhayenge hum is se yun hi wafaa...

zindagi ke ache daur mein dikhata hai ye nek raah
isliye hum ankhen moond ke is ki rah par chal diye,
thaame raheinge yun daaman isi ka,
jab tak jalte rahenge yun bahaar ke diye

na thama daaman iska to denge khud ko hi ilzaam,
kyun ache daur mein bhi humne naa paya qraar-e-zindagi
mile chahe manzil, ya na mile,
par na degi lutf is ke bina bhaar-e-zindagi....
kyunki khaabon ki raah hi to hoti hai mann ki raah
iske bina to adhoori hai fariyaad-e-zindagi...
khaabon ki is jang ke sipasalar se,
nibhayenge dostana apni hayaat-e-zindagi....

Deep Sahni

If we are intension free..............

All the world will blossom,
if we are intension free.......
only one intension we will have,
that is just to spread cheer.....
Only one skill we all will know
to sense who is in need...
co-operation and motivation
we'll master in these deeds....
after helping how much we can...
a satisfaction we'll feel
just one greed we all will have
to enjoy this superb glee.....
No fear,all trust will be everywhere,

in a relationship there will be no need to beware
we will extract happiness from small and ordinary things..
not much wants in life we will have to intervene
But..............only when this can happen
if we are intension free...................

Deep Sahni

The way i usually find friends.........

Na unhe parkhte hein ,na aazmaate hein
jinko ek baar dost keh jaate hein...
kyun aitbaar un pe yun kar jaate hein....
kyun jazbaat unse yun jod jaate hein.....
kab kahan kisi ko kis liye dost keh diya...
jab ye sochte hein to bas sochte reh jaate hein..

shayad us khuda ki rehmat hai ye hum pe...
jo zindagi mein apne jaiso se mil paate hein...
zindagi yun hi basar hoti rehti hai....
or hum doston ke saath chalte jaate hein....

woh bhi ek sama tha jab har taraf tanhaai thi..
har kisi ko hamari soch se ruswaai thi....
phir zindagi mein kuch mod aise aaye...
jab khuda ne humse kuch log hum jaise milvaye..
kuch soch hamari bhi badli,
kuch aage ko badh paaye,
thoda jaaga jazba hum mein bhi,
kuch khud par bharosa sa kar paaye...

is zindagi mein kuch dost nayeem mile hein...
jinke sadke zindagi ko zindagi keh paate hein..
jashne zindagi ke is daayre mein hum,
apne muquadar par faqr kar jaate hein...

WAS THAT YOU......GOD????????

Was that nature or was that you...God????
i always think after facing a tough track
who made me to struggle and who always taken care of me.......
who brought a ray of hope and who always thought of me...........
was that you..God?????

Who made those aspirations and who provided that guidance
who always helped me a lot to make a relevant decision........
now when i think about that tough time...
that's what..... a natural adaptation i always remind....
was that you...God???

After feeling satisfaction now i feel
what a soothing adaptation i had received..........
how much confidence i had obtained...........
from where that came.????..from where that came????
was that you...God?????

Diversion towards a right decision
and neutrality towards the pitiful opinions.......
that's how i was being helped
and how the confidence in me developed
who made me to follow the right path.....
who made me to distinguish between good and bad.........
was that you........God?????

Deep Sahni

A poem which appeared in my thoughts

When i walk along my imaginations......

sometimes cutest sometimes curious

when i think about those

taking them serious.............

alone on the roof with them always

they make me delightful like my soul mate........

Those are my imaginations.......

which've become my companion

make me always light minded like a spiritual guardian.........

Walking briskly on the roof in a starry night..

wow!!! wow!!! wow!!

i always get-what a wonderful delight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

looking at the stars looking at the moon

with u always my cute imaginations in an optimistic tune..

When a perception of those i have lightmindedly

that always helps me to think optimistically.......

Deep Sahni

THE WAY TO MY COLLEGE................

Its the journey with the sun waving through the windows of the bus

and the gracious fields which i have observed....

sometimes paddy sometimes wheat

the beautiful sunflowers fields like they want to great

the ponds in the way

the ducks floating

really make my day with a new hope approaching.....

Some favorite places of mine in the way

where the sun shines with its divine rays

over across the canal there is a beautiful tree

whose branches waving in water like feeling free

seasons come seasons go

i feel every mood of season and its glow

Sometimes rain sometimes deep fog

the dew drops on the fields really makes me rock....

happiness and happiness i usually feel all around

really enjoy my journey when i travel with the sun

the roads full of leaves,the peacocks in the bush

its so unique i find like far away from the rush

The birds,trees and directions of divine sunlight

i am aware of everything and feel a much delight

God wants me to enjoy all its grace

so wonderful i usually find my college way

He knows how valuable these things to me

thats why he gives me every chance to feel this glee

Deep sahni